Sadly it has been quite a while since I wrote and in all reality I should be writting a paper right now. But no matter I thought I would jot a few thoughts down.
The last few months I feel like I have been on quite an emotional roller coaster. Just one thing after, a few things life changing but more little frustrating situations that are out of my hands. However the last few days especially, it has been really weird. I feel very settled about so many things...it's almost unsettling because I feel very comfortable at the moment. Onyx is great, I have an awesome roommate that is so supportive of everything that I do, LOVE YOU JESS! And!! for once in my life I really truly don't "like" anyone...at all. I mean of course there are those guys that I think are cute or whatever and if they asked me out I would consider, but I don't LIKE them, I don't feel any type of infatuation or meaningful attachment to any of them. It's really kinda weird! I know God has someone out there for me but just not right now! I think this is good...a little less stressful! LOL...boys kinda stress me out!
School is going good. Each day I sing, I just want to sing more and more...I sang in voice studio yesterday and I am so addicted! I just really love performing, and I feel like my voice is really getting somewhere. I really do feel like I am more focused on singing right now! I love how happy it makes me! When I sing it's like every emotion or feeling that is screaming inside of me flows out through every pour of my being. And it's not just my voice something happens to every fiber of my body, it's pure ecstasy. You know those moments in your life that it feels as if God is literally huging you and you can feel His presence in a very literal sense!...Its like that!!! Without trying to sound all "holier then thou"...Singing feels like its what God made me to do. :)
Recording for Drama Workshop
Choir :)
My Dad and I singing our arrangment of O Come, O Come Emmanuel, with Alyssa dancing
Onyx Sisters
Chanber Choir
My Brazilian Opera buddy!
