I have the feeling that Superchic[k] had it right and at the moment all guys are boys! And when searching for the "One" I really would prefer a man! Now don't get me wrong there are some really amazing guys in my life. BUT speaking as a person who has never dated but has had her share of "things" with guys...I feel like it's always catch and release..."oh throw that one back...he's too little...give him a few years" Now not saying that I am the most mature person in the world but I feel like I have a desent handle on what I want out of life and a focus in my relationship with God that I have a direction in my life. I am no where near perfect but I acknowledge my weaknessess and admit my weakness. Like I said the other day I really just don't like anyone right now! I feel like I am finally realizing the reason that God has never let me date. Every time I have gotten close it just wasn't right, I knew that those boys were not what I was looking for and that if I would have dated them I would be so inthroled in a relationship with them that my realationship with God would not have been as strong. Besides I have learned so much about myself by going through the process of not getting to date! You have to trust God so much... and the being lonely is the worst!! But when you can be like 'ok God it's just you and me!' that is the best! I know that I want to be married and have kids! I know that life is somewhere in my future. However I hate the young christian world that tells you that there is something wrong with you if you don't get married young. Obviously no one says that out right, but really every person in church and my family and so many of my friends..." so you have a boyfriend yet?" " better get on that!" " when are you getting married?" BAH!! Really people! Early twenties!!... i'm a baby!!! My life is full of school, music and traveling! Unless you find me a MAN that can keep up... i'm sorry..quite wasting my emotions and time!! I am sorry that this is a complete ramble but just saying it out loud helps me too! I am an independant woman who just wants to do what God wants me to do!!! And I want a man who is trying his best to do God's will...and we just happen to go try to do God's will together!!!!
All princes start as frogs and all gentlemen as dogs
Just wait till it's plain to see
What we're growing up to be
Cause Some frogs will still be frogs
And Some dogs will still be dogs
Some boys could become men
Just don't kiss us 'til then.
Just wait till it's plain to see
What we're growing up to be
Cause Some frogs will still be frogs
And Some dogs will still be dogs
Some boys could become men
Just don't kiss us 'til then.
