Monday, July 4, 2011

Just a little reminder...

The Declaration of Independence
 July 4, 1776
"When in the Course of human events it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bands which have connected them with another and to assume among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature's God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the separation.
We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness. — That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed, — That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Government, laying its foundation on such principles and organizing its powers in such form, as to them shall seem most likely to effect their Safety and Happiness. Prudence, indeed, will dictate that Governments long established should not be changed for light and transient causes; and accordingly all experience hath shewn that mankind are more disposed to suffer, while evils are sufferable than to right themselves by abolishing the forms to which they are accustomed. But when a long train of abuses and usurpations, pursuing invariably the same Object evinces a design to reduce them under absolute Despotism, it is their right, it is their duty, to throw off such Government, and to provide new Guards for their future security. — Such has been the patient sufferance of these Colonies; and such is now the necessity which constrains them to alter their former Systems of Government. The history of the present King of Great Britain is a history of repeated injuries and usurpations, all having in direct object the establishment of an absolute Tyranny over these States. To prove this, let Facts be submitted to a candid world.
He has refused his Assent to Laws, the most wholesome and necessary for the public good.
He has forbidden his Governors to pass Laws of immediate and pressing importance, unless suspended in their operation till his Assent should be obtained; and when so suspended, he has utterly neglected to attend to them.
He has refused to pass other Laws for the accommodation of large districts of people, unless those people would relinquish the right of Representation in the Legislature, a right inestimable to them and formidable to tyrants only.
He has called together legislative bodies at places unusual, uncomfortable, and distant from the depository of their Public Records, for the sole purpose of fatiguing them into compliance with his measures.
He has dissolved Representative Houses repeatedly, for opposing with manly firmness his invasions on the rights of the people.
He has refused for a long time, after such dissolutions, to cause others to be elected, whereby the Legislative Powers, incapable of Annihilation, have returned to the People at large for their exercise; the State remaining in the mean time exposed to all the dangers of invasion from without, and convulsions within.
He has endeavoured to prevent the population of these States; for that purpose obstructing the Laws for Naturalization of Foreigners; refusing to pass others to encourage their migrations hither, and raising the conditions of new Appropriations of Lands.
He has obstructed the Administration of Justice by refusing his Assent to Laws for establishing Judiciary Powers.
He has made Judges dependent on his Will alone for the tenure of their offices, and the amount and payment of their salaries.
He has erected a multitude of New Offices, and sent hither swarms of Officers to harass our people and eat out their substance.
He has kept among us, in times of peace, Standing Armies without the Consent of our legislatures.
He has affected to render the Military independent of and superior to the Civil Power.
He has combined with others to subject us to a jurisdiction foreign to our constitution, and unacknowledged by our laws; giving his Assent to their Acts of pretended Legislation:
For quartering large bodies of armed troops among us:
For protecting them, by a mock Trial from punishment for any Murders which they should commit on the Inhabitants of these States:
For cutting off our Trade with all parts of the world:
For imposing Taxes on us without our Consent:
For depriving us in many cases, of the benefit of Trial by Jury:
For transporting us beyond Seas to be tried for pretended offences:
For abolishing the free System of English Laws in a neighbouring Province, establishing therein an Arbitrary government, and enlarging its Boundaries so as to render it at once an example and fit instrument for introducing the same absolute rule into these Colonies
For taking away our Charters, abolishing our most valuable Laws and altering fundamentally the Forms of our Governments:
For suspending our own Legislatures, and declaring themselves invested with power to legislate for us in all cases whatsoever.
He has abdicated Government here, by declaring us out of his Protection and waging War against us.
He has plundered our seas, ravaged our coasts, burnt our towns, and destroyed the lives of our people.
He is at this time transporting large Armies of foreign Mercenaries to compleat the works of death, desolation, and tyranny, already begun with circumstances of Cruelty & Perfidy scarcely paralleled in the most barbarous ages, and totally unworthy the Head of a civilized nation.
He has constrained our fellow Citizens taken Captive on the high Seas to bear Arms against their Country, to become the executioners of their friends and Brethren, or to fall themselves by their Hands.
He has excited domestic insurrections amongst us, and has endeavoured to bring on the inhabitants of our frontiers, the merciless Indian Savages whose known rule of warfare, is an undistinguished destruction of all ages, sexes and conditions.
In every stage of these Oppressions We have Petitioned for Redress in the most humble terms: Our repeated Petitions have been answered only by repeated injury. A Prince, whose character is thus marked by every act which may define a Tyrant, is unfit to be the ruler of a free people.
Nor have We been wanting in attentions to our British brethren. We have warned them from time to time of attempts by their legislature to extend an unwarrantable jurisdiction over us. We have reminded them of the circumstances of our emigration and settlement here. We have appealed to their native justice and magnanimity, and we have conjured them by the ties of our common kindred to disavow these usurpations, which would inevitably interrupt our connections and correspondence. They too have been deaf to the voice of justice and of consanguinity. We must, therefore, acquiesce in the necessity, which denounces our Separation, and hold them, as we hold the rest of mankind, Enemies in War, in Peace Friends.
We, therefore, the Representatives of the united States of America, in General Congress, Assembled, appealing to the Supreme Judge of the world for the rectitude of our intentions, do, in the Name, and by Authority of the good People of these Colonies, solemnly publish and declare, That these united Colonies are, and of Right ought to be Free and Independent States, that they are Absolved from all Allegiance to the British Crown, and that all political connection between them and the State of Great Britain, is and ought to be totally dissolved; and that as Free and Independent States, they have full Power to levy War, conclude Peace, contract Alliances, establish Commerce, and to do all other Acts and Things which Independent States may of right do. — And for the support of this Declaration, with a firm reliance on the protection of Divine Providence, we mutually pledge to each other our Lives, our Fortunes, and our sacred Honor."



Thank you to all who fought and died for the founding ideals of our country!!!!

Friday, June 17, 2011

I'm ....running... out... of... AIR!!!

So I sprained my ankle!! And I didn't just trip and sprain it... I fell off the top of a moving car!!!... yep that's right! MOVING CAR.... I'm sure you are like, "Kaliyah...Why were you ON TOP of a moving car?" Well my friend and I jumped on when my other friend drove at us... and it was a choice of jump out of the way or jump on... so what do we do... we jumped on! But a car really doesn't have much to hold on to!... I thought she was slowing down...but she sped up instead... she was kinda mad at me that night...seriously!.. and anyhow I lost hold and fell off! I'm just glad she stopped in time and I didn't really get hurt!! So now i'm a gimp!

Currently, I feel like everything in my life is amazingly and painful, ironic and stupid!! Haha... I'm trying to get in shape for the Navy and I sprain my ankle!!! My entire life is in slow motion! And I can't seem to do a thing about it!!! Ok God this is trusting time!! Really EVERYTHING is out of my control!!!! I'm so ready for everything to just happen...I want to leave the country... for any reason, I want to sing!!! ALL THE TIME!!! I want to not have a dumb, meaningless and monotonous job! And I really just want to move to Boulder... right now!! I can't just sit here and talk about it anymore!!!!

I have recently been listening to a lot of the Rescues, this is their song Break Me Out... Basically this is how I currently feel.... about everything!!!

 

My empty room
Crowded to soon
I look for the fire escape
I picture myself
Running like hell
Making my getaway

The walls are caving in with no warning
This ship is sinking, I gotta swim for it
I'm running out of air

Break me out tonight
I wanna see the sun rising anywhere but here
Come with me
Oh, this could be
The only chance we get
We gotta take it
We don't do it now we'll never make it
Lose this crowd
Oh break me out

Whisper of our feet
Sneak down the street
Some kind of secret race
They'll carry on
Won't notice we're gone
So easily replaced

The walls are caving in with no warning
This ship is sinking, I gotta swim for it
I got a feeling we're better off anyway
I don't care what they say

Break me out tonight
I wanna see the sun rising anywhere but here
Come with me
Oh, this could be
The only chance we get
We gotta take it
We don't do it now we'll never make it
Lose this crowd
Oh break me out

a passionate freedom


My darling Alyssa Emma and her team from YWAM will be going to Guadalajara in a month! God is moving and they still need some support! They are a wonderful group that will be ministering in a unique way...through dance!!!



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Friday, May 20, 2011

The Rumors are True!

So many of my friends and family may have heard an interesting rumor that I am joining the navy...Well... It is TRUE! I know this may come as a shock and something that seems very out of character for me... but in all reality this is very God planned!

This whole thing started back in high school... I thought it may be a good way to get through college without any debt. Lysha(my big sis) and I always said that if we were going to join the armed services that we would join the Navy because our Papa was a Seaman in the Navy during the Korean Conflict. I always told myself that if ever the draft was re-instated or the States went to war... I would enlist! I didn't really tell anyone... My mom knew because she saw letters from a recruiter back in high school...Lysha knew well because she's Lysha, I'm pretty sure Rachel (my oldest friend) knew and I told my Papa before he passed away. So REALLY no one knew!!

But back to the present...

I blame my friend Elsa!! On Palm Sunday her and I were just chatting about missions and traveling...she was getting ready to leave for Nepal to climb Mt. Everest!...Yeah she's a ninja!...anyhow!... we both have done missions for several years and found different ways to finance those trips. But really missions are expensive and hard to do when you are financially unstable. I told her that in all reality I can't GO ANYWHERE!!!... I'm stuck because of my school debt! I love being a musician and I have no problem not making money.... BUT I do have a problem not being able to do the things and go the places that I feel God has called me to... It's been 4 years since I was in Africa, I'm going CRAZY!! I always thought that the armed forces were a good way to pay off college, but I just didn't see how it would ever fit into my plans! Obviously God's plans are a bit crazier than mine!

So there it is...I'M GOING INTO THE NAVY!

The plan is to enter in September! So YES, I am still moving to Boulder with my family...I'm still helping out with the church plant... just in somewhat of a different capacity. I will be staying in Rapid till July and working at Reptile Gardens. I still have to take my ASVAB and so some language testing for  translations and communications. They may have me continue in Italian or depending on how the test goes... I may be learning a more useful language... I'm hoping for Arabic! So boot camp in September in Chicago and then Language school...hopefully in San Diego!

This is going to be quite the adventure. I really don't know exactly what God is doing... but I know that this going to be a stretch for me... in every way!! Talk about bringing some true discipline into my life. I'm working on getting into shape for boot camp right now... Please pray for me! I don't remember the last day I wasn't sore! But really... I believe this is a time for me to refocus and get disciplined in my life. I am laying down everything that I love and have worked for and I'm giving it back to God. Saying that EVERYTHING in my life is His, mind, body and spirit! I will never stop singing! But for now... some plans are on hold!

So... there it is!


Tuesday, May 10, 2011

I SOUND MY BARBARIC YAWP OVER THE ROOFTOPS OF THE WORLD.

I was subbing for a English class today and they just finished a section on poetry so they watched the movie "The Dead Poet's Society" It deals with thougths on education, conformity and growing up to be your own person!...This is a movie I think every person should see! Thought I'd share!

"We don't read and write poetry because it's cute. We read and write poetry because we are members of the human race. And the human race is filled with passion. And medicine, law, business, engineering, these are noble pursuits and necessary to sustain life. But poetry, beauty, romance, love, these are what we stay alive for. To quote from Whitman, "O me! O life!... of the questions of these recurring; of the endless trains of the faithless... of cities filled with the foolish; what good amid these, O me, O life?" Answer. That you are here - that life exists, and identity; that the powerful play goes on and you may contribute a verse. That the powerful play *goes on* and you may contribute a verse. What will your verse be?"








All I can say is...
YAWP!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, April 22, 2011

Stop and look!

In a flower there is beauty, life, hope and death! Which do we dwell on?

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

How? Where? What in the World?????

You ever have those moments where you want to scream at God "WHAT IN THE WORLD?" It is like everytime I think I have even one aspect of my life figured out... BAM!! My thougthts, expectations, and plans are thrown out the window! I have to some back to this verse!

For my thoughts are not your thoughts,
neither are your ways my ways,
declares the LORD.
As the heavens are higher than the earth,
so are my ways higher than your ways
and my thoughts than your thoughts.
~Isaiah 55:8-9~



Lord give me patience and understanding! Let me not be anxious! And above all... give me peace!!!!!!!


Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God.
~Philippians 4:6~

Thursday, March 3, 2011

"Go to sleep in peace. God is awake."

Have courage for the great sorrows of life and patience for the small ones; and when you have laboriously accomplished your daily task, go to sleep in peace. God is awake.

~Victor Hugo~
 
As any of my friends can tell you... I am not a very patient person. I've been waiting for results for my audition at CU for weeks now! Now this is kinda of big deal...and I'm going crazy here! Today I made the mistake of calling the school... just to check-up on things to make sure my letter didn't get lost or something... Well turns out they can't tell you really anything over the phone, but my letter of acceptance...or rejection has been sent!!!!!! Bah!! the knowing that it is in the mail is worse then knowing that they just haven't made up their minds yet!
I'm actually going to Boulder this weekend with my future roomates... Heather, Kyra and Erin! SUPER EXCITED!!!!!!!! Please PRAY, PRAY, PRAY for us to find an apartment and maybe a job!!!!!!!

Thursday, February 17, 2011

Valentine's Day... I LOVE this day and HATE this love day!!

So don't get me wrong... I love the concept of Valentine's Day... Yes it is rather comercialized and I don't need one specific day that I much show love! But I love dressing up in pink and red...getting and giving flowers, chocolate and teddy bears! Its a playful celebration(thank you Steve Overman) It is another day that I get to tell the person I love that I love them! Well so here is the catch of this day...I don't have anyone!!!!!!!!... Yes I love giving Valentine's to my sister's, I love when my daddy gets me flowers! BUT REALLY!! I want a real Valentine!..from MY VALENTINE!!! No matter how much I want to ignore it... the entire shabang is S.A.D.(that is Single's Awareness Day)

Monday, January 31, 2011

Singers Nightmare

You may not be familiar with singer's nightmare... it is very similar to actor's nightmare!... you show up and don't know what play you're in, you don't know your lines, you have no costume...or worse you're naked!.. Well, singer's nightmare is no better! You don't know the song, you sing the wrong song, and you have a cold and can't sing yet are still forced to! Or maybe your accompanist doesn't show up or you find out that the normally private audition is in front of EVERYONE IN THE WORLD!.... If you're not getting the picture yet.... ITS HORIFYING!!!!!!

Well, I have had a migraine all weekend, so naturally I have been sleeping a lot!... But it seems that everytime I go to sleep I fall in to this mortifying scenario!
I am auditioning for the University of Colorado at Boulder this Saturday. I am literally singing my pieces in my sleep! If I start thinking about the audition too much before bed, I won't be able to sleep at all.... then when I do sleep... its awful!



Last night I was to the point of wit's end!... normally I can't sleep with any music on, but last night I had to listen to something to get my audition out of my head! I returned to my go-to nighttime album... Roar of Love by 2nd Chapter of Acts
It's fantastic! It takes the story of CS Lewis' The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe, and turns it in to song!! It's brilliantly ahead of its time!!! If you are a Lewis fan, or a '70s Christian rock fan... or you just want to hear an AWESOME album!!!!! Listen to it! Listen to the message... you will be blown away!!



P.S.
This goes out as kutos to my big sis Lysha! Who insisted that we listen to this album EVERY NIGHT for years!! Love ya Lysh!!!

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

I'm Bad at this whole "Writing Thing"!!!

Ha! so I that I was going to write at least once a week!!... well that hasn't happen... But I am not giving up yet!!! So here is my attempt for the week... and if we get a stream of writings in the next couple of days... that's ok by me!!




SO what's new? Well I have newish job! Instead of subbing a few days a week like I was... I am now in a long term subbing position in a special-ed room at Meadowbrook Elementary School. It is quite fun and I really enjoy the kids and teaching. I will not lie, it is a bit strange.. seeing teachers I remember from High School, who has retired now and came back to an elementary school for the fun of it!...I remember being terrified of these people... and now I eat lunch with them and discuss our kids... it’s kind of comical! Also, because I am subbing for the lead teacher, I have 2 paraprofessionals that are under me... both are older and I feel rather intimidated not knowing what they think of this little girl who is now kinda their supervisor!.. I found out that I went to high school with one of the lady's daughter... how would you feel if a girl who was your little girl's friend in high school was you superior?... it rather odd! Anyhow...

I am teaching more music lessons now!!... I have 3 students... all different instruments! Cello, Voice and can you believe it Guitar... she is only 7 and doesn't know anything so I am starting her from the very bottom. Its really fun! She knows a scale and 2 chords right now! I'm so proud of all my students!!

Oh and other new development... I'm in the play "Cheaper by the Dozen" I am playing Lillian Gilbreth.. That's the mom... Yes the mother of 12 children! And My husband is being played by man who is a bit more convincing in the role of a father with 12 kids!..It really is so fun and it’s good to be on stage again! It really is my favorite thing...yes I prefer when I get to sing, but I love strait theatre! I just love playing a part, memorizing my lines and actions and especially putting on the makeup and costume and really being someone else!

I am getting rather nervous... Next week I am going down to CU (Colorado University at Boulder) for a live audition in the Music Dept! I can't wait to jump back into school and being singing full time again, but I can't help but be a little nervous to audition to one of the top 10 music schools in the country! :)

Well that is all for now I'll try and keep this writing up!

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