So I sprained my ankle!! And I didn't just trip and sprain it... I fell off the top of a moving car!!!... yep that's right! MOVING CAR.... I'm sure you are like, "Kaliyah...Why were you ON TOP of a moving car?" Well my friend and I jumped on when my other friend drove at us... and it was a choice of jump out of the way or jump on... so what do we do... we jumped on! But a car really doesn't have much to hold on to!... I thought she was slowing down...but she sped up instead... she was kinda mad at me that night...seriously!.. and anyhow I lost hold and fell off! I'm just glad she stopped in time and I didn't really get hurt!! So now i'm a gimp!
Currently, I feel like everything in my life is amazingly and painful, ironic and stupid!! Haha... I'm trying to get in shape for the Navy and I sprain my ankle!!! My entire life is in slow motion! And I can't seem to do a thing about it!!! Ok God this is trusting time!! Really EVERYTHING is out of my control!!!! I'm so ready for everything to just happen...I want to leave the country... for any reason, I want to sing!!! ALL THE TIME!!! I want to not have a dumb, meaningless and monotonous job! And I really just want to move to Boulder... right now!! I can't just sit here and talk about it anymore!!!!
I have recently been listening to a lot of the Rescues, this is their song Break Me Out... Basically this is how I currently feel.... about everything!!!
My empty room
Crowded to soon
I look for the fire escape
I picture myself
Running like hell
Making my getaway
The walls are caving in with no warning
This ship is sinking, I gotta swim for it
I'm running out of air
Break me out tonight
I wanna see the sun rising anywhere but here
Come with me
Oh, this could be
The only chance we get
We gotta take it
We don't do it now we'll never make it
Lose this crowd
Oh break me out
Whisper of our feet
Sneak down the street
Some kind of secret race
They'll carry on
Won't notice we're gone
So easily replaced
The walls are caving in with no warning
This ship is sinking, I gotta swim for it
I got a feeling we're better off anyway
I don't care what they say
Break me out tonight
I wanna see the sun rising anywhere but here
Come with me
Oh, this could be
The only chance we get
We gotta take it
We don't do it now we'll never make it
Lose this crowd
Oh break me out
Crowded to soon
I look for the fire escape
I picture myself
Running like hell
Making my getaway
The walls are caving in with no warning
This ship is sinking, I gotta swim for it
I'm running out of air
Break me out tonight
I wanna see the sun rising anywhere but here
Come with me
Oh, this could be
The only chance we get
We gotta take it
We don't do it now we'll never make it
Lose this crowd
Oh break me out
Whisper of our feet
Sneak down the street
Some kind of secret race
They'll carry on
Won't notice we're gone
So easily replaced
The walls are caving in with no warning
This ship is sinking, I gotta swim for it
I got a feeling we're better off anyway
I don't care what they say
Break me out tonight
I wanna see the sun rising anywhere but here
Come with me
Oh, this could be
The only chance we get
We gotta take it
We don't do it now we'll never make it
Lose this crowd
Oh break me out

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