With the New Year everyone talks about their new years "resolutions"…but really I it's always hard for me to set them at in January! So I have I found that what works for me is….
January: Birthday month!! Holiday recovery and reset!! I usually do some kind of cleanse but my birthday is in the middle of the month so I am nice to my body!…I treat myself but in reasonable ways!
February: Is TRY to get serious month!!! However with Valentine's Day in the middle of that month… I end up beating myself up about why I'm not with anyone and I find motivation from depression and self loathing! NOT HEALTHY!
March and April are different for me! In the last few years I began practicing Lent! No I'm not Catholic but for me it is a great time of reexamination! I try to figure out what materialistic thing is occupying my thoughts and worries and give that to God for 40 days! I've done things like carbs, gluten, hair products, meat…to name a few! Aways something that actually had an effect on my everyday life and something I had to work at not focusing on!
This is also the time of year that I try to pick a way to era the Bible! This time is an audio version! As fast as possible!!!! I'm on a 90 day plan but it will probably be closer to 120days! Its like bathing in a waterfall of Bible!!! It's actually a little overwhelming and puts into perspective the vastness of this work!
This Lent has been filled with crazy feelings and emotions! I am graduating from college this year and new things are opening up and old things are closing in my face. I am defiantly figuring more and more out about myself and what I really want day by day! But I also feel like I just keep finding things that need to be done or things that I have to wait for to happen till I graduate, so graduation is going to feel like this rush of overwhelming craziness! I am taken care of for the summer… but come august what then? I have plans… but it feels like I could do anything or nothing!
In the next year… I NEED TOO...
I need to move!
I need to get a car!!
I need a more permanent job!
I need to figure out where I want to live!
I need to get out of the Country!
I need to read books…because I want to!
I need to have a plants growing in my room or around me!
I need to loose all the weight!!!!!!
Jessie, I still am holding to the promise that I will get my belly-button pierced!!!!
I need to get at least one professional theatre/opera/modeling gig!
I need to set a five yr finical plan!
I need to swim more!
I need to dance more!
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